Wednesday, January 04, 2006 @ 8:52 PM
finally. it's over. -.-;
i only slept 4 hours for the past few days! eeek! and i couldn't spend my QT. )': AT ALL! like, no chance! )':
BUT, i DID pray a lot and i DID speak to Him a lot. heehee.
anyways-
something really interesting happened yesterday night. this GUY called ah xiong claimed to see my grandpa's spirit. -.- and he said he's cuffed and the cow and hourse thingie were beside him.
yar lar yar lar, whatever. -.- ah gong in Heaven liao lor. -.-
hais.
and the guy quarreled with my uncle so loudly before my grandpa's coffin, and my grandma almost fainted because of it. and the guy say dont know what he can make my ah gong's face glow red. -.-
RIGHT.
never. it didn't glow. at all. he's not even glow in the dark lar! -.-
then he said unless you're purified inside of you 'till you're sinless, if not you cant see.
like that sure no one except himself can see le.
then still got what, ah gong go here le, so the flame goes towards this side. excuse me, heard of this thing called WIND? and still got what? oh ya! it's going to rain.
CLEAR CLEAR NIGHT SKY.
-.- i'm quite... hmm... i was not very happy with this man. and the most unexpected thing is- I WENT UP TO TALK TO HIM IN A CHALLENGING SPIRIT.
OH NO!
i really shouldn't have. but i cant stand it. i had to do something. but after that i repented and told God that He really must teach me how to be quick in thinking and slow to actions.
ahhh. -.- stupid me.
but i'm glad most of my relatives don't believe him. they found him amusing. harhar!
but anyways- i just remembered that quite a few months ago, i dreamt about my grandpa's funeral. same place, same thing happened. the GUY's appearance. so dumb. i've actually dreamt of it and i forgot about- till i saw my uncle carrying my cousin. i remember i told krisstle about it- at serangoon's mac's. that scene was so vivid in my mind. and man- God already warned me so long ago about this man and i still did it. -.- i still argued with him. i shouldn't have. felt so dumb and...
argh.
God... help me. T^T
and God, you really got to teach me how to humble myself before my dad. and teach me how to talk to my dad. i seriously find it hard. we're kinda like loggerheads and he's been very vulgar to me nowadays. i seriously dont know how to speak to him without feeling angry. i dont know how to speak to him calmly. oh God, You've got to help me!
PLEASE.